Mysterious Mysery

Tears are streaming down my face
Memories are wiped away
Nothing is there to retrace
I've no where to stay

No one will tell me what is wrong
I know it is with me
I can't stay like this for long
This is something I can't see

Oh how I wish I knew what I'd done
To deserve this agony and pain
And with the rising of the sun
Comes my misery and disdain

The only thing I'm feeling
Is extreme pain and hate
With all this crud I'm dealing
I swear it is my fate

My silence is my own cocoon
Keeping me safe and sound
And when the darkness starts to consume
In my own tears is how I'm found