Suicide

Sounds like a good option doesn’t it?
Suicide feeling like the only way out,
Always looking, hoping, waiting,
Finding no were, only there,
That one place that I want to avoid,
that one place that I want to stay away from is the only place I am going and it is tearing me to peaces,
Only hoping you will dig me out,
Like you always do when it comes to the drought,
That drought of love that seems to run thin,
I hope you will find me my one and only kin.