Knot

Untie this knot that binds my feelings, throw me to the flood
Before my dams break, let me drown in pain, not blood
Burst for me this bubble of hurt and doubt and guilt
Let me lose myself in all the grief that will then be spilt

I'm trapped inside this prison, that I've built wall by wall
And though it feels so tiny, I can't find myself at all
I'm lost in this place thats so constricting I can't breathe
And now all I'm looking for is someway I might leave

This cycle's never-ending, and the list is long
Of all the simple things I've somehow done so wrong
And though I try to break it, this chain just will not give
So now I'm going in circles each moment that I live