Accidental

** please read all of it**

She sits down with all her mates
but they all move away
she wonders what she did wrong
what did she say

they found out she was a cutter
but they thought it was all fake
they thought it was all for attention
and that was a mistake

so she went home
late that night
to write in her diary
about her mates getting into a fight

she went on and on
about how she was sick of it all
she didn't want to go on
and suicide would be her last fall

so she grabbed out a knife
she knew no one else was home
she wanted to kill herself
but the worst thing is she'd die alone

she locked her bedroom door
and started to slice at her wrist
she started to write her suicide note
the note sorta had a twist

the note said she was pretty happy
but she couldn't live without one thing
that thing was her friends
but by that time death would surely win

she sat down with wrists bleeding
she had started to cry
even though now she didn't want to
she was just 13 and starting to die

she tried to get some help
she screamed and screamed for her life
still no one answered
she knew it was a mistake
to use the cruel knife

she didn't want to leave just yet
she didn't want to go
but she was already half dead
cause of pain she couldn't show

she told her friends she was sorry
that she left without saying goodbye
she told them to be happy
and to try their best not to cry

when she was found
she was long dead
they found her suicide note
on the duchess above her head

two days later i guess everyone knew
her parents of course the weep
they just don't believe
that their daughter is asleep

late that night when the lights were out
her parents woke to a glow outside
everyone in the small town crowded the lawn
to morn the girl that died

with candles burning silently a choir started to sing
to let this young girl fly away
with her broken wings

everyone is sad she left
she was a spark to every flame
but everyone always wondered
what was there to blame

but she said it was no ones fault
and that she would be OK
she said she wished for just one thing
it was to live for just one more day......................