Lost in a dream

Lost in a dream
Found in a nightmare
Waking up breathing heavy
Panting for air
Wishing I was sleeping
Praying I was dead
Sitting and wondering
If its all in my head
Or are you a figure of my imagination
I see you standing there
Lost in a nation
I close my eyes
And count to ten
Say a prayer and
My soul will be kept
Screaming out
But no ones hear
Wishing I had someone
Who dared to care
Tears falling
I done know why
Waking up wet
Falling asleep dry
A way of a escape
Comes by the razor
Searching for a savior
I dream of a time
When I was happy
When life was simple
Back when I was laughing
But some how
I always wake up
Wondering when
I fell from the top
When ever I hear laughter
I start to cry
Maybe thats the reason
I wake up at nights
Now I cant even
Get peace when I sleep
Waking up crying
Cause I hear you laughing
My silent tears
My endless nights
My days get colder
No ones in sight
I got lost in a dream
Found in a nightmare
Waking up breathing heavy
Knowing no one cares