The lost I can't regain

Seating under a tree and figuring
Facts out of the faded passed life
Then came the memory of our togetherness
When we are the best of friends

Tearless cry of deep pain and agonizing pain arose in my heart
It burns with flames like a flameless fire
And also I feel it as smokeless fire
It burns very painful that I could not word out

Then I suddenly can to realize
That you are the lost I cannot regain
The faded blown wind that has passed over
And the pain that will never withered away

I later reached a concluding thought that
You are the treasure I lost
The most valuable asset
I have ever lost to sink into the world

Deep watery fluid began to form
In my eyes and the pains burst out
I crushed my teeth in agony
But gosh you still remain the lost I can’t regain

Dedicated to the wounded heart