Out of my world

Get out of my life,
i hate you,
you selfish and rude,
why are you around?

Those are the thoughts that run through my head,
those are the words,
i just want to yell.

You\'ve put me through pain once,
and you doing it again,
your tearing me apart,
pulling at the pieces.

You smile, and laugh
and enjoy your life,
while you push me,
i am hanging on the edge.

The tears run down my face,
they drop on the floor,
pitter patter pitter patter,
it sounds like rain.

My heart is broken,
my head is thorbbing,
my eyes are sore,
my life is going.

Why are you doing this?
putting me through pain?
You never wanted me anyway,
as you tell me over and over again.

I just wanted to love you,
be your little girl,
i accepted you did not want me,
now you putting me through hell.

First physical abuse,
sexual,
then verbal,
now you\'ve struck me emotionally

This teenage girl,
can not handle it anymore,
leave me alone,
get out of my world

- i know this poem makes no sense but it was hard to write and means alot to me. Please comment, i will return the favour.-