Upside down

What do you do,
when everything has turned around,
everything has gone up wards,
to upside down,
the world around you is changing,
the people are all different,
your wrist have those blood stains again.
you eyes have that blurry look,
your house is a mess,
you are a wreck,
your love walked away,
you friend\\\'s turned there back,
the smile is now a frown,
everything has turned upside down.

What do you do,
when the laughter is now tears,
the drinking is part of depression,
the happy music and rhythm,
is now hardcore metal and depressing lyrics,
the positive thoughts,
have turned negative,
the memories,
have turned to nightmares,
everything has turned upside down.

When everything has turned upside down,
i do not know what to do,
i once looked in the mirror and saw this girl,
skinny and pretty with a smile on her face,
now all i can see is everything bad,
scars, fat and a face i can not bare to look at.

So can anyone tell me,
what do you do,
when everything has turned up side down?