I Wont Forget

No matter how much i block you out
or convince myself to cry.
The thought still comes to me
Of how you were while you died.
Suffering for so long
but you still made your life worthwhile.
If only i could do the same
yet still i block you out.
I think i am afraid to cry
and let my emotions out.
Why do you care what i do
you are long gone now.
I convince myself it's best
to just move on, and forget.
But i still know why i keep tears coming
Because you were my friend.
And i would not leave behind a friend,
I Wont Forget