Killing For The Fix

I loved you... I still do...
I'm worried that I hurried,
my heart was driven blind...
( Driven to & by you...)

I'm thinking now... I think of how?
Cupid could be so stupid,
was he out of his mind?
( He gave me you...)

( chorus)
I read your eyes,
I know you...
Cut the lies & please just tell me the truth...
I'm hurting,
I'm ugly...
I know your lying & forever will I see!
I know what you've done,
more then once...
I was not your only one!

Don't know what to say... I'm sad today...
My words fly away like birds in my day,
so it hurts to say I'm alone...
( Thinking of you...)

Killing for a fix... Dying for the mix...
I inject but pray not to infect,
I'll never come back from the zone...
( High but not away from you...)

( chorus)

Nobody is sure... There's ever been a cure...
Aw hell the feeling won't quell,
so I'll be dead for another day...
( Never dead like you...)

Knew this wound... Wouldn't heal so soon...
I'm broken more & I'm spoken for,
the pain speaks in another way...
( How many lies have broken you?)

( chorus)

So many minds, to many times...
So many kinds, to many crimes...
A darker game, the only one you play...
A sicker frame, the thoughts that stay...
A deadly name, I remember to this day...
I'd like to forget if I may...

( chorus)