Plan

And now you're distant,
But this time i know what to do,
I have it all worked out,
To keep me with you.

I'm gonna kiss you til you shiver,
But not hold you as close,
Smile at you so sweetly,
But not divulge to you my woes.

I'm gonna fly away,
Just so you can miss me,
I'm gonna say goodbye,
To make you kiss me.

I'm gonna smile through the pain,
Push the tears away,
Be everything you want,
Just so you can stay.

I'm gonna tear my heart apart,
But do it behind you back,
Because then you won't be down,
And we'll be back on track.

I'm gonna break myself into pieces,
Give you every single one,
Because then you'll love me again,
Then we'll have some fun.

I'm gonna stop my feelings,
Kill myself, all the way through,
Then maybe you'll care,
Then maybe i'll have you.