I'm so confused in the mist of it all.. I never know how to catch myself when I fall. I'm never strong enough to take the pain. I try and look for happieness but its something I cannot gain. I try and put a smile on.. but I think What for? I will never forgive myself for giving up what we had before. I've run out of things to say. I think about you everyday. I've tried to say sorry numerous of times. But that doesn't work so I sit here and Rhyme. It may not help getting you back.. but it helpes me with my emotions..with what I lack. I just wish I would have thought things through.. before I came and walked up to you. Of course it all had to happen so fast. Me and you were just not strong enough to last. I know deep in my head we are not ment to be.. then tell me why that is so hard for me to see?
