Im really not that depressed

Why cant people see
that all i want is for
people to leave me be

I'm better off on my own
with nobody beside me
id rather be left alone.

I don't want to talk
on the telephone
or for you to drop by
whenever I'm home.

I don't want to be
asked if I'm okay
cause I'm still fine
the same as yesterday.

Just because i look unhappy
doesn't mean I'm suicidal
i am unhappy with this life
but it doesn't mean I'm going
to end it all using a knife.

Just cause i write poems
about killing myself
doesn't mean I'm like that now
I'm writing about what i used
to feel when i was really depressed
and looking for a way out.

But I'm smarter than that now
even when I'm feeling the
lowest of lows
i keep moving on till
that bad feeling goes.

I'm really not that bad
that sad and depressed
i used to be though
but i past that test.