Behind Closed Doors

It's my only sense of privacy
Where I can go and no one will see

Freely, I can let my tears flow
And no one will hear, no one will know

All this heartache is driving me insane
I don't know how I can stand the pain

I wear a happy face in front of everyone
They all think I'm happy and full of fun

Sometimes that is extremely true
However, this could be a lie too

I have my ups and I have my downs
I have my smiles and I have my frowns

At night, I cry myself to sleep
My good memories I try to keep

Teenage life can be so tough
I guess growing up isn't enough

So as I'm in my room in isolation
I turn the TV on to the WB station

I'll forget that I'm depressed and that I'm sad
I'll try not to be angry and I won't be mad