Lonely

You are probably at that camp
Having so much fun
Without a single second
Spent thinking about me
Not one thought of regret
Of you leaving me

All I have is regret
Regret of the choices I made
Regret that I broke my promise

And I know, I know, I know
I shouldn't beat myself up
But you knew this was going to happen
That I would lose all self-confidence
I'm sorry I just can't help it
Because this is all my fault
I chose to continue my habit
And now I have to lose us
I'm so lonely without you

I had very little self-confidence
Before we had started dating
But when I heard you say
That you liked me and everything
It gave me a little more confidence
And when you broke up with me
I still had a little hope
Then I found out the truth
That you don't want me back
And I have no self-confidence
No self-worth, no more hope

Now all I have ahead of me is poetry
And another long, restless night