I Hope She Can See

The regrets I have
Is something that I save
Deep inside my heart
So later I could start
Maybe a new life
WIth no pain and strife
If only I can realize
That it't not right to just want to die
My life is so confusing
I don't even know what I'm doing
Last year ago, not so long
I met someone, a new person
I thought she was just a friend
That to care she would pretend
She talked to me everyday
Helped me in every single way
Her words would light up my day
It would always make me want to stay
I would always get this feeling
My heart the pain was stealing
In everyway it could
To make me break down it would
The pain wants me to give up and die
But there she is right by my side
Doing anything she could to keep me here
Saying everything right and even sheds a tear
Telling me she cares and loves me
I can tell being friends with her was meant to be
My heart was starting to heal
I think back knowing its a nightmare but it was real
From that moment on
I knew I was wrong
She made me realized
There's more to life and I shouldn't want to die
She helped me
I hope she can see
That I love her with all my heart
And I thank her, for now I can start
A new life
Without needing to run to the knife
I hope I can keep this friend
Forever till the end
She was the one and only
Who made me realize that wasn't the way to be
I'm changed for the better now, I hope she can see