The other guy

You know about him
you know i like him
you hate the fact i do
but there is so much
i like about him
i know you want us to be together
im just scared it wont last
and you go back to the guy
you used to be before you met me
no one wants that
not me, not mom, not anyone
we all want you healthy and sober
i know he doesnt and will never
do what you did
i know he doesnt want me to get hurt
but with what he did the other night
he had me in tears, all because of him
i know i still love him anyways
i just dont want to get hurt again
i want to be happy again
it be a while since ive been happy
it scares me not knowing if i will
ever be happy again
all i can say for no though
is im falling in love with
the other guy