Why Should I?

I'm all alone in this world
no one cares about me
no one notices the pain withheld underneath this "smile"

Around the world i am "happy"
a silly, cheerful person with no worries.
but inside, my pain is great.

In the mirror, i see a girl.
People say that shes pretty.
People say that shes ugly.
People say that she is fat.
People say that she is skinny.

Who am i to believe?
Snob at school,
Or the friends who dont wanna hurt me. They dont understand that I'm already hurt.
I'm already broken inside.
My soul has no home.

No one loves me,
No one cares,
Why should i?