Blank Paper

I don't know what to write theres too much going through my head
From when I'm having babies to when I'm going to be dead

It's all so much that I don't even know what to say
I didn't even know if I was gonna wake up today

There are so many questions that nobody had answers for
About love, lust, and so much more

The most important question is: Is he worth the pain
He said he cant choose between us and it drives me insane

He still loves her but she treats him like a kid
And I treat him real good I don't do half the stuff she did

Now he's thinking about breaking up with me
But now I need him the most because he might have my baby

Now we both don't know what to do
Do you have any idea what I'm going through

For the rest of my life I don't know what may occur
So for right now I'm staring at this blank paper!!!