Reason to this world?

Crystal spheres
shards of glass
entities of the this world
but only a part of a single mass

we are not beings!
we are not humans!
we are a part of a whole.
only to fill the gaps.

We can only stand as one
but instead, enveloped in seprance
only to be cast astray
only in life shall we die

our point has been mislead
interpreted falsely by times deceit
fools will follow this path to death
The quest leading to singularity!

this dream has no reason
only a finnel of gratison
only a trite of deceit
circles of steps, steps of circles

Are you really a part of this whole
or are you a singular finnel
lost in the midst of nothingness
alone and scared

quartic is our life
four lines to choose from
but we cannot follow these paths
they will only end up in the beginning but with no time left

time has a bound
but what bound has time
and what time has that bound
where is the beginning, where is the end!

choose your steps
as one chooses life
and as one would choose death
because they are both the same

Show me the reason here
show us the cradle of life
the meaning of we
the hierarchy of sundelity

I see no reason
yet i have reason
i choose reason
we all choose reason

my reason is her
my reason is them
my reason is to find this reason
my reason is love
my reason is not knowing
my reason is to learn for myself
my reason is to live the life for me
my reason is for the sunrise
my reason is for the sunset

just as every single day when i think of the beauty that becomes this world
each and every rain drop unique but each make the whole beauty here in this world
we cannot be a single falling rain drop
if we do, we shall one by one be evaporated!

(stupid fkn poems and quotes wont let me use slang and put the poem where i wanted to. i should be able to write my poem the way i want damnit. i wrote this real quickly just in a weird mood to get peeps mind thinking plz tell me what you think. its definetly not my conventional poem type if you can call this one. you should definetly check out my better ones done bye me. plz tell me what you think on them)
--thnx jarrod
what is yours?