Forgive me father for a i have sinned
i didn't mean to do it
i didn't mean to sin
i wish i should have grinned
when that day long long ago
i scarred my soul forever
i was so frightened
so ignorant and feeling low
for when you receive this sealed envelope you will understand
i didn't want to take the easy way out
i only wanted freedom
from failure
from me
forgive me father for i have sinned
i wanted to be in paradise forever
but i bought myself a ticket to hell
life was too hard on me
i wish i could have grinned
in the face of death
one has no choice
but to welcome it and escape
abuse, failure, depression
i hope this sealed envelope reaches you
before my funeral
please forgive me father
for i have sinned in the face of the devil
by force i took my life
welcomed and reopened many scars
