My old life

Baby help me! I'm sitting here drowning in tears about us.
Even though I know your the reason for them, your the only one i want.
You stopped by today, f**ked up of course, yelling "babe i'm sorry! your stupid not talking! come on babe!" I can't go outside, I don't want to talk. I just want to forget & have everything go back.
You stumble off to the curb n just sit there. With your head hung over, you sit there waiting. waiting for what? you know i'm not coming out.
i look outside & see you drinking another bottle of jack.
you stand up from a blinding pair of headlights. I look away.
all i hear are screams n blows. finally i look outside & your gone. no ones left.
i walk out side & just feel a sweet breeze I look up to see the moon just laughing. i look back down & just let the tears roll off my face.
I'm not drowning anymore...
i don't need your help anymore....