The sunshine king

Why do you cause me pain? I thought you loved me, i thought you cared!
Why am i upset, i'm back with you. All the pain will dissaper right?
The worst part is, is that I think I have a new fear.
A new, deep, dark fear... what of?... the fact that you might not be here.
Why did you kiss her? Were you gonna hide her?...or am i the girl on the side?
I know you said you want it all to be normal and go back to how it used to be, but can't you see that there's no way!
You kissed her and now we'll both pay. I love you and I'm just gonna play like it'll all go back...........

why'd you break my heart?.....