I wish

I wish...I know I shouldn't, I should just live with what I got and be thankful for it, but...
I wish I knew what the future held...
I wish I was loved...
I wish I was beautiful...
I wish *someone* would call me...
I wish I was back at home...
I wish I wouldn't cry myself to sleep at night...
I wish I knew what I felt...
I wish I hadn't let my heart get so attached...
I wish my friends were here to comfort me...
I wish time would go faster...
I wish my depression would go away...
I wish the feelings I have were easily defined...
I wish that all my problems would get whisked away...
I wish I had a shoulder to cry on...
I wish he was sitting next to me, holding my hand and making it all better...
I wish I could be a shoulder for my friends to cry on...
I wish I didn't break down so easily...
I wish tears weren't forming in my eyes right now...
I wish...I wish...I wish that all my hopeless wishes would just go away...