Shout Out

As I write this tears drip from my eyes
The pain is real and it stings ever so slowly
Without you in my life I am nothing but hurt, sadness and pain.
It's my fault not yours, so don't blame yourself
This isn't your average poem and I'm not your average girl
We were so perfect together, you made me whole
When I saw you with that other girl it felt like my heart had exploded
With jealousy, with hate, with sadness
That night when we were sitting under the stars
I told you that without your love I would die, and I meant it.

As I write this tears drip from my eyes
The pain is real and it stings ever so slowly
This is because my skin is the paper and this blade is the pen
Tomorrow when someone finds me dead on the bathroom floor
I want them to remember this

"I died for love"