I know for some odd strange reason

I know for some odd strange reason
There some part of me that feels whenever you walk by
Theres a part of me that makes me hate the way I am
Yet I have thoughts of happiness
When ever I see your face
When ever I hear your voice

I know that for some strange reason
I like you in every way you are
I like the evil yet caring feeling you have towards the world
Yet in a way through it, I see something I cant explain
Whenever I get that numb feeling around you
Whenever I get tongue-tied and cant say a word

And for some odd strange reason
I know that you and me will probably never be
I know that you may never like the way I feel
When ever you make me hate myself
When ever you make me have a reason to open my eyes every day
Yet in some odd strange reason I really dont care

I really dont care if we ever end up together or not
I really dont care if you hate me fore the rest of your life
All I really know is that for some odd strange reason
I like you