There I sit and wonder why,
Why you sit there and watch me cry.
You never help me,
You just don't care.
You sit on that couch, you sit and stare.
I feel so cold,
Yet to you im warm
It must be the anger, the pain I hold.
It builds up inside
Higher and higher it gets,
I canâ??t believe you can watch
But to you itâ??s not a threat.
You don't get it,
You don't even try
You say you're listening,
But I know it's a lie
I can see right through you,
You're like a spy hole in which I peak,
I can hear what you're thinking,
I no how you speak,
But back to my pain,
It has risen too far,
I want it quick and painless,
Maybe be by a truck or a car
A knife to the throat
A Slit to the wrist,
A rope round the neck,
I just know I'm next on deaths list
I will leave you know,
Just don't take me wrong,
I did this for you,
a poem or a song
I'll love you forever,
And ever my friend,
For take it now, take my love that I send.
There I sit and wonder why,
Why you sit there and watch me cry.
You never help me,
You just don't care.
You sit on that couch, you sit and stare.
I feel so cold,
Yet to you I'm warm
It must be the anger, the pain I hold.
It builds up inside
Higher and higher it gets,
I can't believe you can watch
But to you it's no threat.
