A feeling

Depression of the body I left behind
Deprivation of my soul
A meaning I cant seem to find
but that's because my life has took it's toll

Feelings I kept locked inside
will never be revealed
All secrets that I hide
Will be forever sealed

A sick feeling I cherish
A moment of solitude
A quite and dark place to perish
spoken words so cruel

Die in pain and sorrow
Left alone to die in secret
For me there shall be no tommorow
My life was a lie that they cant keep!