This feeling that sears my veins and burns through my heart
you can see it in my eyes all the pain im I feel within
my emotions and my feeling there tearing me apart
this is an eternal fight i might not win
lost and lonely all in my head
dazed and confused inside and out
noone can see all these tears i shed
pain so strong makes me want to shout
depression and sorrow overcome
and feelings swarm through my being
sadness to which i sucomb
what is this life i am seeing
flashes of memories made long ago
seems like forever since i was alive
no feeling i want to show
and ocean in witch i want to dive
these are the things that burn inside
and bring me down so deep i cant come up for air
a huge wave i choose to ride
brings me back to what i was once again pain to share.