Killed You

I wish that I could go back in time
and look into your eyes
I wish that though you said I'm alright
I could see through your disguise
I didn't know you'd use a gun
and bring it into school
to show the people what they've done
and show them it was cruel
I wish that I could grab the gun
right now to stop the pain
to let you know I love you
and i want you to stay the same
if I had only uttered those 3 words
maybe you would've thought
then I could say I saved
a lesson i could've taught
but i didn't
you killed many
then you killed yourself
if i had said something I wouldn't be by myself
since i kept it
I keep thinking of what I should do
now that I've realized it's my fault
and that I'm the one who killed you.