In my heart...nothing left than a decomposing taste

These are the thoughts my mind creates when you aren't by my side,
consuming me inside, my emptiness, it covers me, it buries me alive,
the gravestone, words, you often spoke, but never made them true,
I'd ask myself "Why don't you leave her behind", but I can't, can't do.

A lonely walk at night, the streets are lightened up,
so nice the wind tha's blowing in my face and cools me down.

Selfless I have offered you my heart, the treasure you are allowed to maraud,
and did it. Uncertain is if I can get what should be mine, like I
that should be yours, and will be, is already yours, oh my god,
this thoughts are killing me inside, killing me too slowly.

What will be, tell me, what will be..

Getting up each day with my attempts, today they make no sense,
my mind, at least encased, can�t be released, my eyes in chains,
my time, it fades like sand, like shades that fade in shining light,
like shining light will might fade away - like shades will fade at night.

A lonely walk at night, the streets aren't lightened up,
Those lights set off, like hope you want to take away from me,
No doors are left to shut behind me, no doors left to shut.
No chance to get away, already caught by your kisses.

What will be, tell me, what will be..

Dying roses with no need for sunshine, not for rain,
Eternal scars are left back, will not wane,
My mind floats away and I will become insane,
Broken hearts often leave a surreptatious tang.