This Girl

She looks in the mirror with mascara running down her cheeks.
All she wants is to be happy and feel loved.
She doesn't want to feel like this anymore.
She picks up the knife and puts it on her wrist.
All the pain she feels when she digs the knife into her skin,
Doesn't even compare to the pain of the reason why she digs the blade in.
All pain goes away.
She is now numb.
She feels nothing now.
She climbs into her bed.
As she's laying there,
She starts crying.
Not because it hurts.
But because she knows this is not the answer,
But what else is she to do?
All she wants is answers,
So she no longer feels the pain she does.
Who is this girl?
She is...

This is how I used to be and how my life was! My best friend Sammi has helped me get through a lot it and without her I dont know what I would do!