Not yet

Liar..
u do like him..
I've been toyed around by u..
just because he likes u..
go to him..
he has been waiting for u..

...

I didn't believe What I said..
she ran to wards him..
but I still want him so bad..
& pretend to be fine..
while I'm dying inside..
so I have to force my self to smile..
if my sadness the key of his life..

....

& now.. here he is..
in front of my face..
in this rainy day..
asking me about her way..
from the look of his eyes..
now I realized..
there's no space for me in his heart..
not yet..