No last kiss or goodbye

by lonely princess   Jul 12, 2006


I love walking in the rain, because no one can see my tears.....
i love the winter, because i can hide my arms, i can hide the scars of my pain...
i love the darkness of night, because i can cry and no one can see my tears, no one can see the hurt and pain in my eyes...
i hate the summer, i have to bear all to the world....
but most of all i hate the world, for taking my best friend away from me, she didn't deserve it, she was only young and pregnant with her vile boyfriends baby, he killed her in an car accident. i didn't even get to say goodbye, the row we had attained the week before was never sorted, and i never got to tell her i`m sorry..
i hate the world for taking away my boyfriend, i didn't even get one last kiss, and now i`m having to stand over his grave, why would god do that to him and me? he was fighting for you all in Iraq, and he died for you all, including me, he was only 19, i love him, and always will, my loss is too great to put in words, but when i walk in the rain i feel better, i don't feel guilty that i`m crying, because no one know`s i`m crying really... thats the way i like it ...

R.I.P kayleigh 18.2.04 xxx
R.I.P baby boy Terry, i love you
xx-xx

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  • 19 years ago

    by Tina Carr AKA Snickers

    Yes, I used to be a self harmer...
    But I try not to anymore.
    But every once in a while, when I'm all alone, I find myseld expressing my anger and sorrows through my arms instead of my poetry, that one of the main reasons why I write poetry.

    But this is really good, and you hit all the points of the habit as well.
    It is very good, you have a knick for poetry, never stop writing!!

    Love
    Tina
    < 33

  • 19 years ago

    by Sarah

    Sorry for your loss Darlin. Keep up the writing. It was a good poem!

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