2 guys

So theres these 2 guys

1st guy
He roughly holds me
He makes me feel bad
but not to hurt me he says
He smothers me in hugs and kisses
making me feel like I'm useful
He trys to make me laugh
it works sometimes
Hes devoted to me
but he has many admirers

2nd guy
He gently holds me
making sure ill never fall
He hides behind his music
and his insecurities
He intrigues me
He doesn't try to make me laugh
but it works anyway
He cares for me
and i believe it . .

So theres these 2 guys
but do i really have a choice.