Why Wont You Care??

This is a poem that I've written. If you really focus, and you understand the meaning, it's actually a great poem/story. Thank you. =]

Until I Started Cutting Again
I Thought Everything Was Going Great
At A Point Where I Felt Loved
But Now All I Feel Is Hate

I Thought I Was Different
But It Turns Out I'm Wrong
Theres Nothing That Can Help Me
No Longer, Will I Be Strong

I Used To Get All The Attention
But Now I'm Alone In The Dark
I Feel So Invisible
And So Does My Heart

I Want To Say I Never Cared
But I Know Inside, It's Not True
I Really Want You To Know How I Feel
It Hurts Knowing, I Just Want You

Now I'm Turning Into Someone
Who I Know Is Not Me
Tell Me How I Can Make You Care?
Or Even How I Can Make You See..?

I Feel Like I'm The Only One Hurting
While I'm Sitting Here On The Floor
Only Dreaming That You Would Come In
Walking Right Through My Door

I Wonder..If I Changed My Appearance
And Change The Way I Look And How I Dress
Maybe You'll Notice Me
My Life, Is Just A Mess

Even Though It's Not Something I Completely Want
But I Want You To Just Notice Me
I'm Grieving For Your Attention
I Liked How It Used To Be

But I Don't Want To Wait For Long
I Want To Not Cry These Tears
I'm Tired Of It All !!
I Don't Want To Wait Years !

Because My Life Is Getting Shorter
And Time Is Flying By
I'm Tired Of Waiting
I'm Even Too Tired To Cry

But I Will Remember This
I'll Remember It All..
Maybe You'll Finally Care
Once You See My Blood Fall

Thank you for reading my poem/story. I'm sorry if it wasn't the best. But I do try. Please comment and vote, I'd like to see what people think of it.. Full honesty, it'll only make me stronger, thank you once again.