Good Bye

I am trying to make it without you, but my heart just doesn't want to beat anymore. I am trying to move on, but you're in my way. My heart won't let go and my mind won't let me forget...I'm falling again, but can't reach your hand...

I'm just a faded memory holding onto a distant dream. No where in sight is the answer I need. I want to see you smile and hear I love you. I want to feel you touch my hand and look into my eyes. I want you back, why can't I have that...

I still wake up at night, calling out your name, reaching for your hand and finding nothing but empty air. I still cry myself to sleep because the pain of not having you is tearing me apart inside. I am so sick of the tears and the pain, please come back to me...

I understand why you can't, the memories of our past hurt me too...all the things we've been through. Sometimes I wonder how did we make it as far as we did, then I look at you and know it was love that led us through the pains of our past...

Now I see, love just isn't enough to keep things going. Now I see hoping is just another pretty lie that keeps you going. Now I see why people give up on life...now you know why I can't keep doing this...Good-Bye...