My lost love

We was happy once this year
den it all went oh dear
my heart as heavy as a bag of sand
just tears dropping down my scarred hand
why cant u love me as before
i Wu love u twice as more
but i guess its over for me and you
u go find someone new
ill be OK just fighting the days
without u here by my side
to be my love and guide
just a message to you one and only
ill be your forever and lonely