Where are those nice words?
Where are those cuddles and kisses,
That you used to give me?
I know, they're all gone now...
And all I have are just memories.
But I can't forget you
I just can't hold on,
Living another day without you.
I get hurt knowing you're ignoring me.
Those four months we spent together,
Were the best days of my life.
But now everything is just gone,
I have nothing.. absolutely nothing.
Without you, I'm fed up
No one seem to love me,
Care for me and cuddle me.
I just want to end my life,
As soon as possible.
Cause I can't stand all these wounds,
That I make everyday.
Wish I could tell you all this.
But I can't look into your eyes,
And tell you the truth.
Because once I lied to you,
And you lost all the faith in me.
Now I'm paying for everything.
Everyday I cut myself,
Everyday I'm sad... except for those dull days.