Why Am I Living?

Wanted to know... wanted to see,
Why you're doing this to me?

Tried to understand... all your moves,
Why you threat me like this... do you believe in moods?

You threat everyone well... because you don't care,
I know that our relationship is so rare.

I used to cut myself,
Everytime you insult me with your silly words.

I'm always with a suicide in my mind,
Because I can't stand another fight.

I can't resist and I'm about to cut myself again.
Shall I try and repeat the same refrain?

I've got nothing else to say,
I just wish to rise in a glorius day.

I'm gonna be all alone here,
Wrapped in fear and with these tears.

These are just bloody days... all the same,
I'm starting to think that I'm really going insane.

I can't talk anymore and I'm gonna leave this earth,
Don't cry for me tomorrow... because of my death.