I remember

(i wrote this when i was 13 years old)

i remember
when we first met
we were talking about karate and how to block
even the your embrace was warm
you had put me in an arm lock

i remember
when the days became short and fast
i had never seen much of you
but then i saw your face at last

i remember
then you came around all the time
i had then started to like you
and i had always wondered what was on your mind

i remember
i had started to realize how good of a friend you were to me
for then i realized how much you meant to me
but now i sit in my room and cry
thinking of the memories and often wondering 'why'

i remember
when you asked me to the last dance
i couldn't believe what i was hearing
i thought 'this is my chance'

i remember
when we slow danced to one of my favorite songs
we were close
and i thought nothing could go wrong

i remember
you telling me that you would go out with me
after that i was so happy and so carefree

i remember
when my best friend called to give me the bad news
tears started down my cheeks as i added up the clues

i remember
i told my best friend you never know what you have until it's gone
but that sparked my inspiration to write another song

i remember
how you made my worst fear come true
in a relationship i am just like my mother and there is nothing i can do

i remember
crying in my room
waiting for an absolution which never came
love wasn't meant for me and to you it's just a game

i remember
going to sleep crying and waking up crying
all i thought about was the lies i kept on buying
i heard that you only go out with people that you love
is it true?
i guess i loved you to
but a little too much
because i drowned of loves sweetest touch

and now
in the present you still want to be friends
but just forget you ever met me
because now the story ends