I Don't Know Why

You care so much
Why? I'm unsure
You know I'm a mess
You honestly think I'm not, beyond help
If only I could talk to you
If only I could open up
I see my feeling as your main priority
I don't understand why you like me
A messed up unstable, suicidal, girl.
You think you see more
If so I don't know where you're looking
As I'm unable to show you the real me
You keep me company when I'm all alone
So keen to help me
What a disaster to take on
So sure you're not above me
So sure we're equal
A stupid mistake
You don't want to see
You could do much better
Such nice things you tell me
Things I don't deserve
You tell me I'm beautiful and sexy
What a blatant lie
Yet you seem to believe it's true
Beauty may be in the eye of the beholder
But for someone to see beauty
It must first exist
Too kind for your own good
Too special to end up with someone like me
Why you're bothering with me
I don't know why.