IF You Only Knew...

If you only knew how much i love you...
would you swear you'd stay?
Would you believe my words are true?
would you love me in the same way?

If you only knew how painful it is...
to hide this sudden feeling;
To keep this feeling all these years...
to stop myself from crying.

If you only knew i regretted much...
why i turned away from you.
If you only knew i hated much...
why i denied i love you too.

If you only knew how much pain it brings...
to know you love someone else.
If you only knew that from simple things...
a painful truth reveals.

But then you dont know;
and youre slowly out of my reach.
Far, far away... you go;
without a word, a line... a speech.

So i know its just too late...
for you can never be mine now.
And that maybe, its just my fate...
i cant explain it... why or how.

Farewell vin... farewell my friend;
its just that i cant have you.
I wonder maybe this wont be the end...
maybe... just maybe; if you only knew..