I really miss you...

I know it's been over for a while now and I need to move on,
But I really can't believe you're gone.
I know it's my fault and I never should have fallen so hard,
I knew it was a bad idea to let down my guard.
It was just too hard not to love you,
I just wish you could have loved me too.
It's so painful to miss you every single day,
Some days aren't too bad, but there are some I cry myself to sleep...
Over a month and a half later, I still weep.
I pray to a God that I never believed in before that you will be okay,
All because I worry about you and still love you more then words could ever say.