I wonder

Sometimes I wonder how you are,
I wonder how it's going so far.
Sometimes I wonder if you've found someone new,
I wonder if you love her like I love you.
Sometimes I wonder if you think about me at all,
I wonder if one day I'll get lucky and you'll miss me and call.
Just to say hey or let me know how it's going,
I wonder if you know that it KILLS me not knowing.
Sometimes I wonder if you ever even cared a little bit,
I wonder if you were just always fu(ked up and lit.
Sometimes I wonder if you had a reason to break my heart,
I wonder if you realize that I've fallen apart.
All because I love you,
And you couldn't love me too.