Crimson love letter

I\'ll cut myself to peices
a bleed a river nile
these marks i call them creases
i need to lay down a while

the nightmares become reality
paranoia comes every day
you call me your fatality
little children run they play

don\'t right were i\'v wronged
dont tell me your lies
you are all i\'v longed
remember all my cries

slit my wrist swallow my hate
sitting in a pool of blood
forget my eyes this is my fate
dont look as my eyes begin to flood

i cut my heart from you
i take back my life
i bleed my life is through
no more will there be strife

slivers of flesh hit the ground
drips of crimson red hit tiles
noone knows noones around
today i\'ll bleed a river nile

i\'ll cut up a part of me
each cut just teases
i\'ll cut but u wont see
i\'ll cut myself to peices

can\'t make you happy
my life is nothing but trials
my life everything...apathy
i need to lay down awhile

wait for me to wake
promise me you will
my life i\'ll watch u take
were ur feelings truly real ?