Broken Vows

It's not that easy,
To let go,
I have to try,
So we can grow.

I hold you close,
Am I in your mind?
I'm right here!
Are you blind?

When we said our vows,
We said them in trust.
I'm not sure...,
Is it me, you lust?

I close my eyes,
It's you, I see,
With some-one else,
That's not me!

I gave you my heart,
And with it, you played.
When you were done,
You threw it away.

I try to forget,
I try to pretend.

My heart is broken,
Will it ever mend?

This is for my husband,
I will never be able to explain
How truly sorry I really am.
Thank you so much for giving me a second chance.