by Nikki Jul 20, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
other
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She\'s breaking down...as he\'s trying to break down the walls she made..She\'s had to shut herself into an empty grave....as another tears tries to escape her lifeless body. She\'s losing everything....she\'s running out of everything...everythÂÂing because every chance you get, you break her down. Every night she sleeps on her bed of needles as she sits and wonders if this is ever going to go away. She\'s so worn out...trying to feel alive just one more time...but once again she feels the warm tears streaming down her face.....but as she touches her face...her skin is still dry....the streams she thought were coming from her eyes....they are coming from her heart. Her heart is bleeding....and this time it just can\'t be shaken off....he\'s gone too far...he\'s taken her love...her heart...and he isn\'t giving it back.....it can\'t just be ignored....she\'s getting worse...can\'t eat, can\'t sleep, can\'t breathe....but she still manages to say she\'s fine. All the while...they all believe that she really is....but if you could see...if you could just open your eyes...you wouldn\'t see a girl that\'s just fine....you\'d see a girl whose lungs are closing....but whose breathing just fine for you.....you\'d see a girl who\'s breaking....you\'d see a girl who\'s fallin....you\'d see the girl that\'s hurting more than any one of you...but instead you see a girl who\'s happy....a girl who\'s living.....but when are you all going to realize that it\'s not living....it\'s not living when you\'re dying inside. |