Stand tall

My life is filled with discrimination each and every day
But lifes a bi*#h so theres not much more to say
I got people look at me with this disgusted look in their face that I dont even know
And it bugs, but I just stop trippin and let it all go
And I got so much gossip about me going on all at the same time
Thats so bad I got a cousin whos probably so embarrased he doesnt even say hi
And sometimes it just makes me want to break down and cry tears of sorrow
But no, I refuse to loose
So I keep my head up high and hope for a better tomorrow
And I deal with the presence, try to move forward and never ever look behind
While at the same time face these internal struggles of me being bi
And the external ones as well
So I isolate myself and hide in this shell
That I have
But I put my best smile forward and my best laugh
And hide my feelings so well its like theyre not even there
Because I have to stay strong and I cant allow myself to fall
And I cant let anything hurt me so I stay like a wall
Bouncing everything that hits me right back as I continue to stand tall...