My pain

Why must I feel pain.
For your hurt to go away.
Isn't there another way.
Besides making me cry through the night.
Every night I cry
I feel you want me to die.
One thing going through my mind.
I love you I love you I love you.
But it cuts deeper.
It burns hott like a fever.
I run this track,
But it's just like going deeper in a black hole
No light equals no sight.
Nowhere to go
Nothing to throw
My pain just goes on and on.
Growing and growing.
Like a never ending storm.